I have been called out multiple times over the years.The first callout, seen here, @cringetama on tumblr, was written May 3rd, 2020. The blog has not been updated since June 29th, 2020.The second, and most recent one, which was written on June 8th, 2021, was deleted by the original writer. I will provide a link to it for posterity's sake - available here - but I obviously cannot reference it directly. I believe it's also worth noting that I am currently mutuals with this callout's writer.
During the course of my time on tumblr, I had tried to treat these callouts like petty drama. I would like to genuinely and sincerely apologize for my actions. I said bigoted things; I was genuinely and unapologetically transmisogynistic. There is absolutely zero excuse for the things that I’ve said, or the way I’ve treated trans women and other people who tried to bring my actions to light or attempt to help me correct my behavior.I am no longer friends with any of the people mentioned in either of the callouts. I never should have been friends with any of these people, and I am deeply sorry that I didn’t listen when I was told how bigoted, dangerous, and toxic they were. Since parting ways with Vanilla & Ouma in May of ‘22, I have come to realize how they enabled my bad behaviors and how gross they themselves are. We have no contact anymore, and hopefully we never will again.The lolicon accusation was taken out of context; I did reblog a figurine from a gross source, but I did so unknowingly. The moment I found out what the figurine’s source was, I deleted the reblog. While I no longer have access to this screenshot of the second callout's writer agreeing to remove the lolicon accusation from my callout entirely, I do have a screenshot of me addressing this accusation from a google doc I wrote back in 2022, regarding the second callout. The screenshot can be seen here, although I will admit that I would not have responded to the accusation with the same wording if it were to be written today.With regards to recent mentions of me being a fan of Blue Archive, Nekopara, or any other questionable media: I was a fan of Blue Archive for a time, but I am not any longer. I don't play the game, watch the anime, reblog content of it. I haven't been a fan for months, if not longer. I was also never a fan of Nekopara. I thought the game had cute designs, but once I learned what it was about, I deleted all content I'd reblogged of it. I've never played the games, and never will.I’ve done my best to start reaching out to people to apologize to them, but I know that not everybody I’ve directly harmed has received an apology. If you feel comfortable doing so, please feel free to reach out to me so I can right wrongs.I understand wholeheartedly if you don’t believe my apology, or if you don’t feel I deserve forgiveness. All I can do now is continue to try to better myself and listen to people when I’m criticized. Thank you for reading.